Sixth week...it's been tiring. I'm Jamia and I know my limits. I don't have any personal story to share this week, nor do I have much else to say about work because nothing much has happened. Sure, there was a few small events, but I'm neither positive nor confident to share them. You could say it goes well with what this week's speaker, Angelique Johnson, was getting at as soon as everyone settled down in the conference room and before anyone could speak up. Basically: "Sit up and carry yourself well." and "What you say matters." Even in this low-key mood I'm feeling today, I know very well my worth. Not much to get into, but the inspirational and positive quotes on my wall weren't part of some fragile confidence that holds an even more unstable attitude that's housed within me, no, I make an effort to practice self-love before anything. Note: I found appreciating everything and/or everyone around you or qualities of them, goes miles in having brighter days, moreover a brighter attitude. Side-note: I wish I could say these compliments out loud to better convey feelings which is my biggest problem. Anyway, after listening to music for a while I feel better, but know the puzzle's coming along, the website is almost finished, this program is almost done with, and my birthday is--excuse me, negative mood is coming back at this realization--on the same day as our presentation day, Wednesday next week. Gosh, do I dread that presentation....
Oh, p.s.: I never stated why I'm feeling negative, but the real reason is something that, upon thinking about it, could be due to something, someone, or a situation rubbing me the wrong way, to which, perhaps, is all in my attitude as I'm sure if I made a little effort to get out of my head and talking to my coworkers, I'd feel better.